today is a tough day, i faced a lot of problems, i felt a hundred tons of pressure in my heart. it started from the problem in the school with the senior teacher in my school, those questions really drive me crazy, those prejudice, those burdens i just can't imagine how can i stand still. i believe in my face i keep a lot of feeling a lot of secret that i couldn't share to other people. i've lied i am a big liar actually i have made a lot of mistakes and feeling really guilty for that. if only i could change the time i wish i could repair all of things.
second problem that really make me upset was my group problem oh god those people really make mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i knew i didn't have any right to feel that angry to them i knew it but i can't hold it their "leletness" make me really upset. somehow i do really regret to be their group member. they don't have spirit, eagerness, and passion to fulfill their task they should have realized that the study is more important than the other rather than party thing please deh it's nothing at all !!!!!!!!!!! i hate them for that!!!!!!!!! and now the worst from ever she left me alone without explanation i hate them all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!