i just 23

hi guyz... this is rara and you are reading my personal attachment about my life.

well, recently I've just celebrated my 23rd birthday. you know what there was nothing special to tell ya' about my birthday. it's just the same with other ordinary day. quite pity right? whatsoever... even though i passed one year from my life, i never feel sorry for every single that I've had in that moment of my life's journey.
i had precious moments with my friends. having wonderful working experience in a very stressful environment. having crushed on many people. almost had a relationship with an asshole. every moment is worthy, and i mustn't regret for all of it, correct ???. !!!
i knew that those things were happening to make me grow up to be someone better. bittersweet moments that I've passed were made to make me learn.
the hardship, the pain, the tears and the sorrow. i believe behind those extraordinary feelings, i grew into someone new.
this one year made me learn, to be more sincere to accept every failure, every hurting memories. it makes me realize that love is a destiny's matter. the only thing that i can do is only waiting patiently. there was nothing wrong about me at last i just 23 and it means a lot....
23 means grow up, 23 means more hard works, 23 means responsibilities, 23 means sincerity, generosity anger management. 23 means enjoying this life 23 means a lot of joyful activities to do, a lot of laughs a lot of happiness. god i hope in this 23 i can do more useful things for my nation, my religion, my family, and my self.
the 22 years of my life have been passed and there's nothing i can do to fix it, the only thing that i can do is step forward to get success. i knew i still have so many weaknesses, i still jealous when people get happiness, i still feel hard to share. i knew but i never give up to try. everything i do i try to make it as something that must be done for allah's sake . finally this is me in my 23.... please pray for me guyz so that i can pass this year better than my 22 years life